How I Got Lost.

The Girl In White.

Posted in Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 24, 2009

I’m obsessing over this girl in white. She’s just so pretty. She’s cute. She dresses real nice… and did I mention how hot I find her? Haha. Yes, I’m crushing hard. Really really really hard! Weird thing is, I’m crushing on someone else too. I’ve never liked two people at once.

Today, after school, I went to Vivo with most of my class. We had to do that “Shopping Experience” project. Topman was practically calling out to me. Haha. Tried eating at Food Republic. The food there was pretty good. It was my first time eating there. There surely will be a second time soon. Oh, Haziyah just got crazy excited just now. Haha. She’s totally obsessed with those really bright colored jeans. Haha.

I hate the mixed signals you’re giving me, dude. It’s just so confusing. But like Wanqin said, I should just fake a smile, and that’s exactly what I’m going to do. Speaking of big boobed brothers, I received Wanqin’s long-distance mail yesterday. I was so bloody excited. It was awesome. Like really awesome. From the paper, to the colors to the really nice things she said. I LOVE YOU TOO, YOU CRAZY GONG! (:

Tomorrow: “How To Be” movie with Aqilah at Orchard.

Random: I am so jealous of my dad’s new Blackberry. His old one, the one with the camera, got spoilt. So his boss gave him the newest model. IT’S SO DAMN PRETTY!

P.S. I was at Forever 21 with my group just now. Bloody hell! One of the salesperson was my ex. We literally just looked at each other for what seemed like a minute. Awkward much?


Equality For All!

Posted in Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 24, 2009

It just makes me fucking frustrated. Why are people still against the whole idea of homosexuality/bisexuality. WHY?! Heard about that Miss California contestant? Well apparently, Carrie Prejean (I’m so angry as I say her name) was asked a question by openly gay celebrity gossip blogger Perez Hilton.

His question was “Vermont recently became the fourth state to legalize same-sex marriage. Do you think every state should follow suit? Why or why not?”

Her answer was “Well I think it’s great that Americans are able to choose one way or the other. We live in a land where you can choose same-sex marriage or opposite marriage. You know what, in my country, in my family, I do believe that marriage should be between a man and a woman, no offense to anybody out there. But that’s how I was raised and I believe that it should be between a man and a woman. Thank you”

In my opinion, every state should follow suit. What is wrong with same sex relationships? Why are homsexuals/bisexuals discriminated? They’re people, just like everyone else. They just have a difference in preference when it comes to relationships. There’s nothing wrong with that.

I don’t like strawberry ice cream. You don’t see me telling someone off because they like strawberry ice cream. It’s their preference. They have a right to have a preference.

How does being around someone who’s homsexual/bisexual affect you? It doesn’t. It’s not like they’re pervs and they’re going to start touching you. God damn it. Sorry, I’m just really pissed off right now.

Oh, here’s what’s worse. When people start saying that homosexuality/bisexuality is shunned by God and stuff. I hate it when people say that God hates gay people. It has nothing to do with religion. If God didn’t want gay people, he wouldn’t have created them!

Okay, I know she has a right to her own opinion, but come on…

Times are changing. I just wish people would be more open. Accept everyone regardless of their race/religion/sexual orientation. Gay/bisexual./Lesbians are some of the coolest people. I have some friends who are gay and some friends who are bisexual, and they’re like the coolest people I know.

Rainbow Pride, BITCHES! (:

Where’s My Mail, Sexy?

Posted in Education, Friends, Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 22, 2009

So Polytechnic life has been growing on me. I know, I know, it’s only been a week. Wait, correction… It’s been a week and three days. Anyways, yeah, it’s been getting better. The friends part and stuff. The classes are okay I guess. I can’t say much about it this week, cause it’s my first week, so the teacher’s haven’t been piling us up with loads of work. So wait three weeks, and I’ll let you know. Oh my god, and I just love the fact that I have so much food to choose from. I’m eating too much now. My workout sessions are getting shorter now. Shit.

Okay, besides school, I’ve been anxiously waiting for my mail. Haha. What mail? Well, there’s this girl… what’s her name again? Oh…. Sexy Wanqin! Haha. Well, Sexy Wanqin sent me this letter the old-fashioned way. Snail mail. It’s expected to be in my mailbox either today, tomorrow or Friday.

Can’t Wait To Be 17.

Posted in Friends, Movies, Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 19, 2009

Yesterday, I went out with Zhi Siong. We went to Orchard to watch 17 Again. Ate at Pepper & Lunch, because Zhi Siong really wanted to eat there. Pepper & Lunch is goooooood. I ate this salmon thing (It’s not called salmon thing, I just don’t remember the name). It was like the good old times. We talked. We sweat a lot. Well, I did. Not sure if he did. Haha. It was bloody hot. We got lost. I know Orchard well. I do! I REALLY DO! But I we got lost. Couldn’t find the bus stop to get back. Hey, it’s not my fault though. I always take the MRT. So that was an acceptable mistake. Anyways, Zhi Siong, the guy who claims he does not know anything about Orchard (okay, so maybe the use of the word “anything” is a little exaggerated), found the bus stop. So yeah. That was pretty much it. We did other things. You know, the usual things. Walked around and stuff. So…… yeah. Haha. OHHHHHH, I bought two more boxers from Topman. Lol. I know, like finally right? One with airplanes on it, and the other with hearts on it. Haha.

Go watch 17 Again. At first, I was not sure if it would be good cause Zac’s only been in musicals so far. The only reason I wanted to watch the movie was because of one sole reason. A reason I think only two people know about. A reason that I can’t tell you about. Sorry. Haha. Anyways, I wasn’t sure Zac would be able to carry a film mostly all by himself, but dudes, he can act pretty good. Congratulations to him.

Videos Of The Week.

Posted in Music, Videos by Satish Vijay on April 19, 2009

Matthew Perry on Letterman, promoting his new flick 17 Again. Love his Dustin Hoffman impression.

Susan Boyle. Practically everyone’s heard of her by now. She’s just awesome!

Another Britain’s Got Talent contestant. 12 year old Shaheen Jafargholi.

Demi Lovato’s Don’t Forget performance on Ellen. Sort of addicted to this song. But I find it very reminiscent of that Fort Minor song. Think it’s called Where’d You Go or something.

This fat baby laughing for no reason. SOOO FUNNY!

Last video. I know this is a pretty old video (maybe 2 years or something), but it’s real good. Diana Krall singing Cry Me A River. Really nice.

Don’t Forget.

Posted in Education, Friends, Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 17, 2009

Okay, so school’s started. Well, not exactly. The orientation was this week. Classes and stuff officially start next week.
Wait….. my thoughts are all jumbled up. Let’s do this in an orderly fashion.

1. I checked out my school schedule online. It’s pretty interesting. Thursdays are going to be tiring though. Lessons end early on Wednesday and Friday, thus making myself available to do Tennis as my CCA.

2. Last Friday was rough. When I said bye to Aqilah. Very emotional. I knew we would be seeing each other soon. It’s just that, during the holidays I was so used to seeing her at least once every week. Now, what with school and all, I’ll see her much less. Furthermore, she isn’t much of a fan on cellphones, so it’s difficult to contact her. Some part of me feels like I’ve lost a best friend.

3. My class. Very different from my Secondary School class. So far, they’ve been nice to me. But it’s difficult to socialize with them, for me. I mean, I guess it’s because I pretty much suck at making friends. Like, seriously. I really do suck in making friends. When I’m with them, I’m constantly trying to come up with a topic to talk about. And it’s difficult. I’m so used to talking to Wanqin and Aqilah about random things. We don’t have to think of what to say next. The conversations we have are easy.

4. I really need to socialize more. Be more fun. My new classmates are nice. They seem to be able to talk to one another like they’ve known each other for ages.



7. After Flag Day, I met up with Shi Ning, Zhi Siong and Li Ying. We went to the Freshman Orientation party for awhile. Ate some food. I’m never one to pass up an opportunity to eat food free-of-charge. How Singaporean of me. It was nice seeing them. But it just feels like we’ve drifted apart, in a way. It’s not like last time. I guess Zhi Siong’s got his new friends, so has Shi Ning. They say they want to meet up more in the future to study or just hang out, and I just nod my head in agreement. But obviously, probably when we meet, one won’t be able to make it, then when we try to meet on another occasion, another probably won’t be able to make it too, and eventually, we just forget about the idea of meeting up and we gradually stop talking to each other, except for the occasional “Hello” when we walk past one another in the hallway or something.

8. Thank you to Wanqin. God damn it. She’s amazing. I seriously would not have been able to make it through this week without her. The frequent text messages. Keeping me updated on her life. Giving me pep talks on how I’ll be able to make friends and that I shouldn’t worry. I fucking miss sitting next to her in class and laughing at the fact that she can never zip up her pencil case properly (Inside joke) or how beautiful and big her pink bra is (Another inside joke). I miss talking about her drama group and my “best friend” and how “lovely” he is to me. Haha. It could be said that Wanqin is, not only my best friend/brother, but also my own personal therapist (:

9. Twitter has been very addictive lately.

10. At the beginning of last week, I weighed in at 60 KG. Today, I weight 57 KG. Yes, I’ve lost 3 KG in one week. And I’m happy that I lost the weight. But I’m totally confused at the fact that I look much fatter than last week. Someone, please explain to me how this is possible?

You’re Finally Seventeen…

Posted in Friends, Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 12, 2009

Wanqin And I, Graduation Lunch


I Joined…

Posted in Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 10, 2009


Funny Little Thing (Or Not).

Posted in Books, Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 7, 2009

It’s funny how I start doing as many things possible at the last minute. I’ve been on a holiday since last November (I think. Forgive me if I’m wrong) and I’ve lazed around and done nothing of great importance. Unless you count watching a vast amount of movies and television shows. I’ve hung out with basically one friend. Aqilah. And that’s not a bad thing. I like hanging out with her. She’s my best friend. But, I’ve been out of touch with practically all my other friends. Now, in my last week before school starts, I’ve been doing things I could have done during the holidays but was just lazy to. I’ve been working out everyday since last week. Jogging is much more endurable now. I’ve been reading a lot. Seriously, A LOT. I’m in the middle of another David Levithan book. Are We There Yet?. It’s pretty good. I read The Day I Killed James last week. And I’m left with two more books. Becoming Chloe and Fat Girl. Oh, and my greatest apologies. Why? Well in that blog entry on the recommendations I had, I mentioned an author called Jason Lyga. His name is actually Barry Lyga.

Anyways, I’ve got some last minute shopping to do. And tomorrow I’m going to work out with Aqilah in the morning, and later on we’ll be going bowling with a couple of other people. People I don’t hang out with. But like Aqilah said, I should, and I quote “enhance my social circle”. So, we’ll see how tomorrow goes.

Actually, it’s not such a funny thing. More like a damn-satish-you’re-so-lazy sort of thing.

Alms! Alms!

Posted in Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on April 5, 2009

Johnny Depp

As a teenager I was so insecure. I was the type of guy that never fitted in because he never dared to choose. I was convinced I had absolutely no talent at all. For nothing. And that thought took away all my ambition too.
-Johnny Depp