How I Got Lost.

Get On With It.

Posted in Random Thoughts by Satish Vijay on August 18, 2009

I’m not good at the whole “keep in touch” thing. I try for the first few weeks, but then I just stop. It’s like something in my head just tells me to stop. I get busy. When I get busy, I forget about everything and everyone else. I’m in my own little world. I talk to people I see. If I don’t see them, I don’t talk to them. Then I get all high and say stupid random shit. It makes for a good stress reliever and to feel relieve more stress, I listen to a bunch of mellow music. I don’t go on Facebook or I don’t Twitter much, cause if I do, that means I’ll be bound to read people’s messages to me, which means that I have to reply. So I try to stay clear of that. Then when everything’s over, like the exams and stuff, I get on all these applications and start sending out a bunch of apologies to people that I haven’t replied or talked to. This whole thing repeats itself. I can’t help it. I’m just like that. I’ve grown accustomed to it. I should stop feeling guilty. It’s my life. I choose the things I want to do, and I choose to talk to less people when I get busy. So that’s that. I’m learning to get on with life, I’m learning how to stop feeling guilty for how my choices affect others.


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  1. Zul Queen! said, on August 26, 2009 at 1:48 PM


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